Jangan menangis lagi bidadariku.
Abang sentiasa ada untukmu.
Yang abang inginkan adalah menyembuhkan luka lalumu.
Hapuskan air mata sedihmu itu, Puteriku.
Bidadariku...
Why so complicated?
Tabahnya Khalif mencintai isteri orang.
Tabahnya Khalif menjaga anak yang bukan dari benihnya sendiri.
Tabahnya Khalif mempertaruhkan seluruh cintanya pada Puteri sedangkan dia tahu Puteri masih mencintai suaminya, Iskandar.
Bila Iskandar nak muncul?
Di mana letaknya tanggungjawab seorang suami?
Kenapa Iskandar mudah percaya dgn kata-kata org berbanding isteri sendiri?
Kenapa Iskandar pergi meninggalkan Puteri saat Puteri sarat mengandung?
Kenapa Puteri sudah berubah hati?
Adakah kerana menyimpan luka yang terlalu lama?
Bila ada depan mata tak dikenang.
Bila tak dapat terkejar-kejar.
Jadilah manusia yang tahu bersyukur.
Jangan jadi manusia yang tamak.
Sangat stress baca novel nie.
Bermain dgn hati dan perasaan.
Hope i can finish it by friday.
Read. Learn. Love.
Thursday, 31 May 2012
Wednesday, 30 May 2012
I love quotes.
Quotes remind me to Prof. Dr. Phang Suh Chem.
The most relaxing lecturer in our department of chemistry.
He's cool, sporting, kind and very soft spoken.
He teaches us physical chemistry.
Easy to get A and easy to repeat as well if u don't finish his assignments.
Exam paper almost the same like assignments.
So if u study a bit more, than A for you.
He always start his lecture with a quote.
To give us more motivation and inspiration before learn.
It quite good actually to let us know the answer of each question in our life.
Thought of the day:
- If life had a remote, I'd rewind and fix my mistakes, pause good times & live in the moment & fast forward the heartbreaks.
- Sometimes when you least expect it, good things happen.
- Pretending to be happy when you're in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person.
Enough for today. Read. Learn. Love.
Heart.
Maafkan saya andai suatu hari nanti perasaan itu hilang.
Mungkin saat itu Allah dah tarik balik semua perasaan yang saya ada.
Untuk menjadikan saya lebih kuat untuk hadapi semua ini.
Untuk menjadikan saya wanita yang tabah.
Untuk menjadikan saya kering dgn air mata.
Dan untuk meletakkan hati saya kembali ke tempat asal.
Smiling but i'm close to tears.
Screaming but no one hears.
Waited.
Got tired.
Give up.
Let it go.
Move on.
Enough!
Mungkin saat itu Allah dah tarik balik semua perasaan yang saya ada.
Untuk menjadikan saya lebih kuat untuk hadapi semua ini.
Untuk menjadikan saya wanita yang tabah.
Untuk menjadikan saya kering dgn air mata.
Dan untuk meletakkan hati saya kembali ke tempat asal.
Smiling but i'm close to tears.
Screaming but no one hears.
Waited.
Got tired.
Give up.
Let it go.
Move on.
Enough!
Never let this happen again.
Kesilapan masa lalu mengajar aku utk terus bernafas ke hari ini.
Sehingga nafas yang terakhir aku tetap ingat segala yang berlaku.
Itu bukan dendam tp sesuatu yang sentiasa mengingatkan diri itulah sesuatu yang pernah tercatat dalam hidupku.
Aku takkan pernah terlupa dgn segala yg terjadi yg mengajar aku erti ketabahan dan kekuatan.
Saat tasbih terurai dari rantainya, baru aku sedar allah itu sentiasa di sisiku.
Saat org menjatuhkan aku, mempermainkan segala cinta yang dipertaruhkan itulah satu ujian besar yg pernah melanda hatiku.
Bercinta dgn org yg mmg kita cintai adalah suatu cinta luar biasa.
Bercinta dgn org yg kita tidak cintai adalah suatu cinta yg normal.
Cinta luar biasa sukar dirasai but once bila dh kta rasa mmg akan sukar utk dilupakan.
Buat yang pernah bertakhta di hati ini dan kaulah lelaki yg terhebat kerana berjaya menjatuhkan hati ini dari tempatnya yang nyata.
Aku takkan pernah lupa apa yg pernah kau lakukan.
Kau hebat kerana saat aku menangis kau bersama org lain.
Kau juga hebat kerana berjaya menjatuhkan nilai cinta seseorang yg benar-benar ikhlas.
Kau hebat dgn mainan hati.
Kau mmg hebat mempermainkan segalanya.
Aku ingin mengingatkan bahawa akan berlakunya karma.
What goes around comes around.
Terasa ingin membawa diri ini jauh dari dunia sebenar.
Dunia di mana tak seorang pun yang mengenali diri ini.
Tapi mampukah aku membawa diri dengan hati yang lara?
Mampukah aku berpegang teguh dgn prinsip diri?
Sejauh mana pon kau berlari, jika hati itu tidak bersih dari segalanya tetap tidak tenang.
Sehingga ke hari ini. Masih terpahat di ingatanku seolah-olah perkara itu bagaikan baru berlaku.
Masih trauma dengan apa yang berlaku.
Aku redha dengan ketentuan ilahi.
Tidak pernah sesekali menyalahkan takdir Allah.
Apa yang Allah lakukan benar sekali.
Tidak mahu hati ini disakiti terus menerus.
Lagi lama aku bertahan lagi lama aku menyimpan rasa sakit.
Tapi sayang mengatasi segalanya.
Ya Allah,
Berikan aku hanya satu lagi ruang.
Supaya aku masih boleh bernafas dalam keadaan yang tenang.
Biarlah segala kenangan itu dibawa hembusan angin.
Aku tidak mahu hidup dalam keadaan takut dan sedih.
Aku hanya mahu secebis kegembiraan.
Semoga hati ini beroleh ketenangan yang abadi.
Apabila kita tenang dalam menerima takdirNYA sama ada yang kita suka atau tidak suka, Allah pasti akan memberikan ganjaran mahupun hikmah terbaik berkat dari kesabaranmu itu.
Amin.
Kulerai segala yang terkusut~
Kusimpul agar menjadi rapi~
Demi menjaga hatimu~
Ku rela mengalah selalu~
Mengapa kau berubah laku.
Inikah yang harus ku terima~
Di atas setia sekian lama~
Kau menjadikan aku~
Pelakon dalam sandiwaramu.
Sunday, 27 May 2012
Songs~!♥
Ternyata dialah ku cari~
Di dalam terjaga dan mimpi~
Meskipun ada kala sepi~
Tetap setia menanti~
Hanya dia yang aku dambakan~
Walau pun aku rasa gundah tak keruan~
Biar putih atau pun hitam~
Asalkan hati penuh rela dengannya cinta~
Nyanyian zamani feat syarifah zarina.
Ist time listen to this song terus jatuh cinta.
I thought indonesian yang nyanyi rupanye malaysian.
love lasts forever~
Biar mimpi sampai ke bintang~
Kerna kita semua tahu~
Kerana ini impian~
Setiap satu dari kita~
Tiada gunung yang terlalu tinggi~
Tiada laut yang terlalu luas~
Tuk memisahkan kita~
Dari mimpi-mimpi kita~
Jangan resah ini takdir~
Tuhan mendengarnya~
Tuk membawa mimpi-mimpi kita~
Menuju ke bintang~
Nyanyian oleh Asmidar.
Seriously x kenal orgnye tp lagu die mcm best.
Lagu ni mcm give us the strength utk terus mengejar mimpi-mimpi yang indah tapi jgn smpai tak berpijak di atas bumi yang nyata ye :)
free your mind like her ;)
Weekend..
Since last week i try to find this novel "kerana terpaksa" written by Ilham Kalsom.
Pegi The Mines xde lak kedai buku mph or popular. Yg ad pon kedai stationary je.
My style if pegi shopping mall mest akan singgah kedai buku. Barula bermakna.
Back to the novel. The story line looks interesting.
I had read it episode by episode through the magazine (remaja).
So disebabkan sgt x sabar nk taw what's gonna happen on the next episode mestla kena cari jgk novel tu.
Then today am going to Alamanda.
Dgn excitednye masuk mph dgn seribu harapan mengharapkan masih ad novel itu.
Then cari punya cari x jmpe.
So x puas hati terus pegi tanye pekerja mph tu.
Then die ckp kejap ea cik.
She comes back ckp sori cik novel tu dh hbs.
Ya allah sedih sgt. But xpelah try to find other novel.
Maybe lg best ke mana taw kan.
So i bought two novels.
Yg 1st Tak Semanis Impian written by Sharifah Abu Salem.
Yg 2nd Usai Aku Terima Nikahnya written by Umie Nadzimah.
Hopefully the storyline best and x membosankan.
Webby...
I love webcam.
While waiting person to pick me up, so ambk gmba dl la.
Hate waiting person lame2.
Sape srh siap awal kn..huhu..
Let us waiting for them and don't let them waiting for us.
Chill :)
muka yg mcm terkejut je tba2.
muka yg agak ok skit la.
muka yg mengharapkan ad dimple ;)
That too much....
Don't love too much.
Don't trust too much.
Don't hope too much.
Because that too much can hurt you so much.
Let us learn to be a bit heartless.
So that u won't cry like crazy, think like scientist or investigate like police when something befall your life.
Heartless makes u more stronger, tougher and wiser in handling your feelings.
Stop that too much and stop crying. Don't give it too much to feelings. Take it back and just keep inside your heart. Smile.
People do change.
Believe it or not manusia tetap berubah.
Bezanya cuma berubah ke arah kebaikan or ke arah keburukan.
When talk about changes remind me to someone.
He teaches me a lot about love and life.
But now he's not mine anymore.
I was really grateful because i know everything happen for a reason.
I learn from mistakes.
But sometimes boleh membuatkan hidup itu dalam keadaan trauma.
Takut untuk bercinta lagi.
Takut untuk hadapi sesuatu yang boleh merubah kehidupan kita yang normal turn to abnormal.
Love is hard to define.
Sometimes kta ni terlalu perfect utk dia atau dia terlalu perfect utk kita sbb tu Allah putuskan juga hubungan tu. Sbb Allah x nak kita merana di kemudian hari.
Biar merana sekarang tapi jgn esk bila dh kahwin br nk merana.
Itu lebih menyakitkan.
When him/her say I LOVE YOU, sometimes it's not from their heart.
But it just nak sedapkan hati kta supaya kta x pernah curiga or ragu2 dgn setiap tngkah laku mereka.
Ssh utk cari lelaki yang betul2 ikhlas cintakan kita. Most of them are sweet talker.
And sifat perempuan pulak pantang dipuji. Lumrah perempuan suka sesuatu yang indah, sweet and romantic.
But disalahertikan oleh manusia yang bergelar lelaki.
Lelaki makin pupus tapi perempuan makin bertambah.
Jadinya mereka xkan pernah cukup satu.
Sbb tu kalau kita nk bercinta kena fkr either u can take the risks or not.
Kalau x blh hadapi segalanya u mayb blh bunuh diri/hilang pertimbangan diri and jadi manusia yang tiada gunanya.
Past is past.
Life must go on.
Ape pon yg terjadi get back to Allah.
Allah will always be with u.
If u fall in love with Allah, he'll never disappoint u.
But bila bercinta dgn manusia akan sering dikecewakan.
It's true.
Untuk dapatkan cinta hakiki bukan mudah.
Kita hanya boleh berdoa dan selebihnya menjadi urusan Allah.
Allah yang tentukan jodoh kita kerana jodoh itu rahsia Allah.
Jangan pernah menyerah tapi berusaha dan berdoa.
Doa itu senjata orang mukmin.
Be patient. Good things come to those who wait.
Moga setiap perhubungan itu diakhiri dengan pernikahan yang halal.
Saturday, 26 May 2012
L.O.V.E.
Everyone has their own love story.
The difference is either your love story more to happiness or you gain more pain.
It's normal to fall in love.
But it's abnormal if you had never been sad, disappointed, hurt and pain.
Everybody wants to fall in love.
So once u had fall in love, u must be brave to take all the risks.
If u berani untuk bercinta means u jg berani to face everything yang boleh buat u jatuh terduduk, menangis macam org gila and menjadikan u adalah org lain dan bukan diri u.
When u're serious in love, makes u always trust the person w/o any doubt.
Then if org yg kita cinta tu buat salah pon we won't noticed about it even bertahun lamenye die simpan kesalahan itu. Ya Allah teruk bukan?
Sbb ape? Sbb terlalu percaye dan cinta.
That's the problem and sgt dangerous ok!
But better don't put too much feelings on him/her or else you yang merana separuh hidup not sepanjang hidup.
Sbb ape bkn sepanjang hidup? Mayb we'll meet someone that much better than him/her.
But ad jg kta jmpe org yg lebih teruk drpd yg sblmnye but it's ok.
Be patient. Allah will only give us what's best for us .
Experience is the best teacher. Why? Because we learn from mistakes.
But never repeat the same mistakes again ok!
When your age in between 12-17 nie mostly cinta monyet je. But ad je org yg bertahan lamenye relationship diorg cumanye sikit. Tak banyak yg setia. Yela bila masuk matrik jumpe org lain, masuk u jmpe org lain, dh keje jmpe org lain pulak. So camnela nak setia kn?
Selalunye lelaki la camtu kn. Perempuan nie mostly terlebih setia.
But ad jg llk yg setia perempuan pulak sebaliknya.
But it depends on your relationship either short/long distance relationship.
Kalau short distance mmg mostly blh tahan. Tapi if long distance mmg sshla.
Itu belom kawin lagi bolehla kejap putus, kejap sambung balik then putus balik then sambg balik.
Kejap couple dgn org nie, kejap couple dgn org tu.
Tapi if da kahwin xkan nak buat mcm tue lagi.
Now let us learn to stick with only one true love.
If we don't get ready or just wanna play with it better to stop it.
Don't ever play with love.
Or else smpai bila2 pon u'll never meet your true love.
Something to be share with all of u. So think it which stage are your relationship.
STAGE 1 (1-3 Months): The Honeymoon Stage. Everything seems perfect, both are happy and feeling “in love.” You share moments, dates and just having fun with each other, sharing laughs and giggles. It’s like nothing could stop you. Your feelings are infinite, and for once you’re thinking, “This may work out….” and it seems like nothing could go wrong. You spend hours getting ready before going out with this person.
*If your relationship ended in this stage — Most likely, both rushed into the relationship too quickly. Being together was all too sudden and just for the moment. When one starts noticing the flaws, one gets a choice to move foward, or back away. Being friends has a high percentage of working out, but nothing to stress over. Both may just need the time to get to know one another better.
STAGE 2 (4-6 months): The Bumpy RoadThings are going okay now. The relationship is calm and settled; both are still mostly happy. Had a couple arguments and disagreements here and there, nothing huge. Start to notice some of each other’s flaws and aspects of their personalities not seen before, but still truly care for one another.
*If your relationship ended in this stage — You truly cared about this person. You had the energy to fight for this person, yet you feel as if something was lacking, something was missing. It doesn’t feel right, one isn’t happy. When one isn’t happy, one tends to walk away to seek their new happiness. Being friends is still a possibility.
STAGE 3 (7-12 months): The Rocky MountainYou start to realize who your partner really is. A few more arguments may occur. Problems with jealously, overprotectiveness may arise. Other people may come in the picture. The “in love” moments start to decrease, but you feel as if you’ve “fallen in love.” You tend to have this energy inside to strive and “make it work,” and you feel more comfortable being around this person, feeling more of yourself.
*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel as if you’re hurt, depending on the circumstances. You were so sure that that person was “The One.” You were so SURE that he/she was different. But like a cancer, a problem that may have happened, a small issue, grew into something larger that took over what was made between two people. You still miss this person from time to time. You still remember the memories. Being friends may be difficult right away, but over time, you slowly mature up, and learn the reality of it.
STAGE 4 (1 year or more): The Long Road1, 2, 3, 4, 5 years, huh? This person truly means something to you. You are “in love” with this person. He/she made a difference in your life. No one else knows you more than this person. You guys have been through the good, the bad, and the ugly, and still strive to make it last.
*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel heartbroken; it’s tough. You can’t sleep, can’t eat, you miss him/her, you try to move on, you try meeting new people, but seems like nothing works. For whatever reason the split occured, it must’ve been something important, or something must have been so wrong that it took over. Being “just friends” is impossible, because if you tried to be friends, you wouldn’t be able to think of them in any other way besides the one you once “loved.”
The difference is either your love story more to happiness or you gain more pain.
It's normal to fall in love.
But it's abnormal if you had never been sad, disappointed, hurt and pain.
Everybody wants to fall in love.
So once u had fall in love, u must be brave to take all the risks.
If u berani untuk bercinta means u jg berani to face everything yang boleh buat u jatuh terduduk, menangis macam org gila and menjadikan u adalah org lain dan bukan diri u.
When u're serious in love, makes u always trust the person w/o any doubt.
Then if org yg kita cinta tu buat salah pon we won't noticed about it even bertahun lamenye die simpan kesalahan itu. Ya Allah teruk bukan?
Sbb ape? Sbb terlalu percaye dan cinta.
That's the problem and sgt dangerous ok!
But better don't put too much feelings on him/her or else you yang merana separuh hidup not sepanjang hidup.
Sbb ape bkn sepanjang hidup? Mayb we'll meet someone that much better than him/her.
But ad jg kta jmpe org yg lebih teruk drpd yg sblmnye but it's ok.
Be patient. Allah will only give us what's best for us .
Experience is the best teacher. Why? Because we learn from mistakes.
But never repeat the same mistakes again ok!
When your age in between 12-17 nie mostly cinta monyet je. But ad je org yg bertahan lamenye relationship diorg cumanye sikit. Tak banyak yg setia. Yela bila masuk matrik jumpe org lain, masuk u jmpe org lain, dh keje jmpe org lain pulak. So camnela nak setia kn?
Selalunye lelaki la camtu kn. Perempuan nie mostly terlebih setia.
But ad jg llk yg setia perempuan pulak sebaliknya.
But it depends on your relationship either short/long distance relationship.
Kalau short distance mmg mostly blh tahan. Tapi if long distance mmg sshla.
Itu belom kawin lagi bolehla kejap putus, kejap sambung balik then putus balik then sambg balik.
Kejap couple dgn org nie, kejap couple dgn org tu.
Tapi if da kahwin xkan nak buat mcm tue lagi.
Now let us learn to stick with only one true love.
If we don't get ready or just wanna play with it better to stop it.
Don't ever play with love.
Or else smpai bila2 pon u'll never meet your true love.
Something to be share with all of u. So think it which stage are your relationship.
STAGE 1 (1-3 Months): The Honeymoon Stage. Everything seems perfect, both are happy and feeling “in love.” You share moments, dates and just having fun with each other, sharing laughs and giggles. It’s like nothing could stop you. Your feelings are infinite, and for once you’re thinking, “This may work out….” and it seems like nothing could go wrong. You spend hours getting ready before going out with this person.
*If your relationship ended in this stage — Most likely, both rushed into the relationship too quickly. Being together was all too sudden and just for the moment. When one starts noticing the flaws, one gets a choice to move foward, or back away. Being friends has a high percentage of working out, but nothing to stress over. Both may just need the time to get to know one another better.
STAGE 2 (4-6 months): The Bumpy RoadThings are going okay now. The relationship is calm and settled; both are still mostly happy. Had a couple arguments and disagreements here and there, nothing huge. Start to notice some of each other’s flaws and aspects of their personalities not seen before, but still truly care for one another.
*If your relationship ended in this stage — You truly cared about this person. You had the energy to fight for this person, yet you feel as if something was lacking, something was missing. It doesn’t feel right, one isn’t happy. When one isn’t happy, one tends to walk away to seek their new happiness. Being friends is still a possibility.
STAGE 3 (7-12 months): The Rocky MountainYou start to realize who your partner really is. A few more arguments may occur. Problems with jealously, overprotectiveness may arise. Other people may come in the picture. The “in love” moments start to decrease, but you feel as if you’ve “fallen in love.” You tend to have this energy inside to strive and “make it work,” and you feel more comfortable being around this person, feeling more of yourself.
*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel as if you’re hurt, depending on the circumstances. You were so sure that that person was “The One.” You were so SURE that he/she was different. But like a cancer, a problem that may have happened, a small issue, grew into something larger that took over what was made between two people. You still miss this person from time to time. You still remember the memories. Being friends may be difficult right away, but over time, you slowly mature up, and learn the reality of it.
STAGE 4 (1 year or more): The Long Road1, 2, 3, 4, 5 years, huh? This person truly means something to you. You are “in love” with this person. He/she made a difference in your life. No one else knows you more than this person. You guys have been through the good, the bad, and the ugly, and still strive to make it last.
*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel heartbroken; it’s tough. You can’t sleep, can’t eat, you miss him/her, you try to move on, you try meeting new people, but seems like nothing works. For whatever reason the split occured, it must’ve been something important, or something must have been so wrong that it took over. Being “just friends” is impossible, because if you tried to be friends, you wouldn’t be able to think of them in any other way besides the one you once “loved.”
Friday, 25 May 2012
Solat Jumaat....
Today is Friday.
A very special day in Islam.
A best day of the week.
A very important day for Muslims to perform solat Jumu'ah.
Let's have a talk tentang solat jumaat ni.
Makin hari makin ramai lelaki yang tidak mengerjakan solat jumaat.
Dan yang paling memalukan bila ada lelaki yang boleh pulak pergi tgk wayang, boleh pulak dating, boleh pulak makan smbil hisap rokok, lepak2 sdgkan org lain mengerjakan solat Jumaat pastu blh pulak update status kat fb ada kat mana n tgh buat ape. It was such an embarassing thing!
Even u tak malu dgn manusia tapi malula dgn Allah. Kita yang melihat setiap perlakuan awak pun terase malu.
Weird is it?
Allah yg bagi kita nikmat utk hidup dan sihat sejahtera.
Don't u feel lucky? Kudrat pon masih kuat lagi. Apa lagi alasan awak utk tidak mengerjakan solat Jumaat?
It was just once a week ok!
Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:
Bahawa mereka yang tidak melakukan solat Jumaat 3 kali berturut-turut bukanlah seorang Islam (repeat again BUKANLAH SEORANG ISLAM). Lelaki Islam yang tidak dapat menunaikan solat Jumaat harus digantikan dgn solat Zuhur. Tetapi hanya dgn sebab-sebab tertentu (repeat again HANYA DENGAN SEBAB-SEBAB TERTENTU) seperti:
1) jika terlalu sakit
2) jika terpaksa jaga orang yang sakit tenat
3) jika terdapat ribut taufan yang besar atau jika dalam keadaan bermusafir
So ape reason u utk tdk menunaikan solat jumaat wahai anak muda?
Be grateful of what u have now or else Allah akan tarik segala nikmat yang die bagi pada u.
Allah always give us time to change.
So let's try to be a better Muslim and may Allah guide all of us. Amin.
Past till present....
Let's begin the story.
I was born on 12th June 1989.
My name is Nur Iliyani Binti Mohd Ishak.
When I was a child, the life is fun, amazing x mcm skg yg penuh dgn kesedihan je.
But in my mind gonna be a big person (means jadi orang dewasa) one day that can do everything w/o complaining or arguing.
So dari kecil lagi dah diajar untuk hidup berdisiplin. My dad taught me about discipline and he told me that discipline was key to success in life.
Kena hafal sifir, hafal doa harian, doing 100 questions of mathematics everyday prepared by my dad and reading story books pastu berkhayal nk jadi mcm cinderella, snow white and etc.
I was a good dancer in my kindergarten. So much fun being a child. The most important thing that is I love dancing damn much.
I was born on 12th June 1989.
My name is Nur Iliyani Binti Mohd Ishak.
When I was a child, the life is fun, amazing x mcm skg yg penuh dgn kesedihan je.
But in my mind gonna be a big person (means jadi orang dewasa) one day that can do everything w/o complaining or arguing.
So dari kecil lagi dah diajar untuk hidup berdisiplin. My dad taught me about discipline and he told me that discipline was key to success in life.
Kena hafal sifir, hafal doa harian, doing 100 questions of mathematics everyday prepared by my dad and reading story books pastu berkhayal nk jadi mcm cinderella, snow white and etc.
I was a good dancer in my kindergarten. So much fun being a child. The most important thing that is I love dancing damn much.
umo 4 thn rasenye..
Then bila masuk primary school and being one of the convent's girl terase diri ni bebas coz there was no boy in the school.
So mula memasang angan-angan nk jadi doktor la, akauntan la, pengacara la but yang penting bukan cikgu.
Convent girls ni mmg top but cara top yg mcm mn? Is it top in your academic or top dgn perangai yang ntah pape kan.
There's so many things happen even sekolah perempuan je tp jgn disangka xde ape yg berlaku.
Still need to take a good care of yourself or else you will lost.
Then mula la terbayang2 nak masuk sekolah menengah and jadi seorg yg agak matured sikit berbanding sekolah rendah.
Bermula la cinta monyet la and so many things.
Yg penting cepat tersedar dari lamunan yg SPM is the most important ok.
After SPM masuk matrik yg really mencabar mental and fizikal.
Stress yang teramat. Mcm org gila. Mmg mencabar sgt matric's life.
Next masuk university. I'm doing resource chemistry.
I thought when being pelajar university nie dh boleh have fun n xyah nk struggle sgt study mcm kat matrik tapi same je sebenarnye. So many assignments, presentations, quizes and the last one final year project.
But alhamdulillah I had finish my degree.
If u tak boleh nak handle life kat university how u want to handle ur life when u're working or when u've ur own family. So think it. Better to learn from mistake not to run away from your miserable life.
rse mcm heaven gle bla da hbs belajar
Next step further master. I'm doing master in chemistry by research. So mula2 ingat master nie xyahla nak exam2. So xyahla nak baca2 sgt kan. But then, ya allah master lagi mencabar ok. Keep on reading. Fikiran tu kena terbuka luas. Kena uptodate selalu tentang journal. And yg penting kena rajin masuk lab. If not lambat la u grad. Huhu. So kesimpulannya the higher you learn, the things gonna be more challenging ok. Hope i can finish my master as soon as i can. Amin.
It's Friday, so here's a story...
Salam Jumu'ah dearie.
To be a better muslim, you need to struggle into it everyday.
Clean your heart with solat and warm your day with dhikr.
Have faith in Allah in whatever you do.
Sometimes Allah change our plans to his own plans.
Allah's plans are much much and much perfect.
If you put trust in Allah then Allah will suffice you.
No matter how steep the mountain Allah will climb it with you.
No matter how difficult things are going on, remind to yourself:
There's always a solution for every problem.
There's always light at the end of the tunnel.
There's always a reason behind everything.
There's always a way. Remember when there's a will, there's a way.
As simply as there's always hope for us.
Be grateful to Allah even if nothing is given.
But keep on praying and make dua'a.
May Allah get us through every difficulty and keep us steadfast in our faith.
Amin.
Thursday, 24 May 2012
My candy love
Thank you Allah for giving them in my life.
She's adorable.
She's beautiful.
She's meaningful.
She's understanding.
She's crazy.
She's funny.
She's annoying.
She's pretty.
She's gorgeous.
She's awesome.
She's everything to me.
We laugh together, cry together, share everything together even fight together, eat together, sleep together, gossiping together, stories together.
I love both of u damn much. That's all I can say.
my older sis yg dh pon jd wife org ;)
my youngest sis yg always act cute :)
Life is all about....
Life is so miserable if u keep yourself in stressful.
You need to be ready in going through everything that may befall your life.
No matter what gonna happen for the next, next and the next day.
You must believe in Allah.
Allah will never test u beyond what you can handle.
So what can i conclude here:
Sekuat mana pun ujian itu buat kita,
Do remember:
There's always a rainbow after the storm.
Ujian itu mendekatkan diri ini dengan Allah.
Makin kuat berzikir sebagai terapi minda dan jiwa.
Makin kuat bacaan al-quran sebagai penenang hati.
Moga diri ini sentiasa berada di bawah linduganNYA.
You need to be ready in going through everything that may befall your life.
No matter what gonna happen for the next, next and the next day.
You must believe in Allah.
Allah will never test u beyond what you can handle.
So what can i conclude here:
Sekuat mana pun ujian itu buat kita,
Do remember:
There's always a rainbow after the storm.
Ujian itu mendekatkan diri ini dengan Allah.
Makin kuat berzikir sebagai terapi minda dan jiwa.
Makin kuat bacaan al-quran sebagai penenang hati.
Moga diri ini sentiasa berada di bawah linduganNYA.
Through the heart
To do something that we love is easy but to do something that they love is hard.
To hide the pain by smile is easy but to carry on the life as usual is hard.
To seek for a temporary happiness is easy but forever happiness is hard.
To be fail is easy than to be succeed which is hard.
But we can change it if we want it.
Just trying to make everything as easy as we can.
Bear in mind behind successful woman is herself.
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